A disease not a disgrace

My childhood was crap
But dats not y I use
– Its a disease not a disgrace

If I stop usin I can do somethin bout my childhood
But if I do somethin bout my childhood it wont stop me usin coz
– Its a disease not a disgrace

I use coz I have a disease
I dont ava disease coz I use
– Its a disease not a disgrace

My disease tells me I dont have it
My disease tells you I dont have it
– Its a disease not a disgrace

Its a disease not a disgrace
Its a health issue not a moral issue
Its a reprieve not a cure
Its 4 today not 4eva
Its simple not easy

All I gotta do is not pick up – no matter wot
If I dont pick it up – I cant use it
– Its a disease not a disgrace

Simple
No matter wot
No matter wot
No matter wot

CJ 2008

Last shot 6/11/08
Slipped away 21/11/08
Buried 28/11/08
Sorely missed

First published 24 June 2016