For Daniel

A disease not a disgrace

My childhood was crap
But dats not y I use
– Its a disease not a disgrace

If I stop usin I can do somethin bout my childhood
But if I do somethin bout my childhood it wont stop me usin coz
– Its a disease not a disgrace

I use coz I have a disease
I dont ava disease coz I use
– Its a disease not a disgrace

My disease tells me I dont have it
My disease tells you I dont have it
– Its a disease not a disgrace

Its a disease not a disgrace
Its a health issue not a moral issue
Its a reprieve not a cure
Its 4 today not 4eva
Its simple not easy

All I gotta do is not pick up – no matter wot
If I dont pick it up – I cant use it
– Its a disease not a disgrace

Simple
No matter wot
No matter wot
No matter wot

CJ 02/12/08

Ode 2d boss

Wot do u think ur doin
Ur doin it all wrong
Don’t u kno it should b red
I’ve been tellin u all along

How many times do u ave 2b told
D colour’s red, bright n bold
Get on with it
Hurry up

Now wot do u think ur doin
Ur doin it all wrong
Don’t u kno it should b blu
Dat’s wot i’ve been tellin u

How many times do I ave 2 say
D colour’s blu, as bright as day
Get on with it
Hurry up

Ur doin dis on purpose
Deliberately all wrong
D colour’s black u silly prat
How many times ave I told u dat

Get on with it
Just hurry up
Or leave right now
And don’t come back

CJ 09/09/08

She don’t fit in

She don’t fit in n she don’t fit out. She’s livin in d street
They wonder why she’s angry. Wouldn’t ub? If u didn’t fit in n u didn’t fit out? N u were livin in d street?

She talks 2 herself cos nobody else does n she’ll steal ur food if u don’t watch out. Cos she don’t fit in n she don’t fit out. She’s livin in d street.

U think she should meet ur expectations. U think cos u tell her something it means dat she knos. She should kno cos u kno n u think dat everyone knos but she don’t kno.

Dare is one thing she does kno. She don’t fit in n she don’t fit out. She’s livin in d street

CJ 2007